Rants, Raves and Ramblings of a Doer

Mera no. aa gaya

Friday, September 23, 2011 Posted by Vishnu , , 8 comments
It is time for Lawrence to lose its biggest hater. If you don't know the news yet,  I'm moving out of Lawrence on October 2nd, seeking a better job in Pleasanton, CA. I'll be in Boston for 5-6 weeks and will be heading to CA after that. Yes, that means I'll be living with Madhuri. Infact, we are working for the same company now :). Thats a two way treat for me. I get to live with Madhuri and I finally get to escape from Lawrence. This might sound rude, but I'm happy that I'm moving out.

Be it for the geographic location or the type of people that dwell in this place, I was never able to associate myself with this town. That makes it easy for me, not to miss something gravely after I leave this place. Moving in from the East Coast with a vibrant Desi community to Mid West was a major compromise and I felt bad everytime I had to drive 8 hours to visit some place other than Clinton Lake and everytime I had to find sensible people to live / hangout with.

I finally realized that the town is uniquely archetypal and I'm a misfit here. I was just pondering over my 3+ yrs of stay in Lawrence and the things I'd miss the most would be Student Rec Center, Zen Zero, Volleyball, Dandiya and a few sane minions that I wouldn't name.  That makes me feel sad, for the social person like me, I never acquainted with anyone so much that I'd actually call them every week and talk hours together as I do with my college / Grad School friends. Maybe it is good because I got to spend time with Madhuri and know her even better!

Ok, I can keep raving for rest of the day but I wouldn't. On a positive note, I thank 2010 and '11 KUCIC teams for having me over and here's me cheering you guys for all the work you have done / did. Everyone can comment and critique from the sidelines but no one really knows what it takes to organize events for a community where majority of its population is passive. Thanks to CREW Network and KU for offering me a job when I needed it the most, even though I got paid in peanuts.

To every person I met in Lawrence, you have helped me prosper by not being anything like me and the people I found solace in, thanks for being in Lawrence atleast for that short period of time. To all the Graduate and Undergraduate "Jayhawks", good luck with your stay here and fare well with the likes of your friends and do better than your seniors. If you need me anytime, you know where to find me (Gmail, Phone, Facebook etc.,) and I'm ready to help as always.

With Cameraman Murali,  Blogger Vishnu, Lawrence, KS ;)

Adieu! 

8 years and who am I

Thursday, September 15, 2011 Posted by Vishnu , , 7 comments
A post totally about the College Blues.

It was around this date, 8 years ago, that I entered the gates of an amazing institution; amazing for not its structure or infrastructure but for the people it gave me. Transferring from a relatively new college to this better established institution was an easy decision to make but was not sure if it was the right one. But, the memories that live within me make me feel that my decision could never be any better. These blues are random and frequent but have been re-visiting me lately. I know I already posted my ramblings about this before in Moments of my Life, but it keeps getting back to me everytime I see my friends getting together or visiting the college campus.

I still remember my apprehensive first day at BVRIT. Following an hour long rocking journey in the hogtied bus, I entered the dry yet beautiful campus. If the set of classmates I always hung out with was of one kind, the set of people I traveled with was an amazing group altogether. I remember all the days when the walk from the classroom to the buses was horrifying, avoiding eye contact with the Seniors so that I don't get ragged. Nor did I ever forget the numerous assignments I wrote, not mine but the seniors'. I sometimes wonder, had I put in a little thought behind what I was writing, I'd have scored a few extra marks in my 2nd year ;).

When I roll the reel backwards and see how I have transformed over these 8 years with some introspection involved, I see:

- I don't skip my last two hours of classes for football anymore.
- I don't have any friends around me who are up for random things at random times
- Nobody stops in front of my house late in the night and honks me to step out
- I'm more materialistic now
- People don't join me for a movie or an outing on weekends anymore instead they ask me not to disturb them on weekends
- My 'girl' friends don't call me in the middle of night to rant off their petty issues
- I don't get to go on those long drives with my buddies anymore
- I don't wait for the week to begin anymore, instead I wait for it to end.
- I don't have to tiptoe to get out during the nights so that my parents don't wake up
- I don't have to use the excuse of Combined Studies to watch EPL
- I do attend some of those Fresher's parties but nothing like the ones we had in Pubs
- My humor is not as witty as before because now, I have a girl friend :P
- My laid back levels have dropped or should I say "I'm mature!"
- I don't need to worry whats in my Senior's pocket anymore :)
- I don't have friends who circulate the porn CDs anymore, I just find it by myself on the internet :P

And a few things that still didn't change are:

- I still have friends who work on MY homeworks
- I still play some sport everyday
- I still have the extra vigor for anything fun
- I still dance like Nobody's watching
- I still sit in the last two rows in a classroom / auditorium
- I still live off the food in restaurants and other joints
- I still don't booze or smoke
- I still earn my Pocket money :D

If I ever get a chance to relive my life, I'd rewind it back to my Engineering days because that is when I started to live my life. All the amazing people in my life were found at this place. If I learnt living life from my friends, acquaintances turned into friends because of the seniors who ragged the balls out of us. If it were not for them, I would have definitely missed the mystic pieces of my life. But as Robert Frost summarized life into 3 golden words, I absolutely relate my life to thee and find solace in them.

Cheers to ya'll and Fare well. :)

Why I didn't join you in supporting Anna Hazare

Friday, September 02, 2011 Posted by Vishnu , 2 comments
The title doesn't mean that I'm against him, I just don't support him nor do I encourage others doing it. If his methodologies not matching my Marxist ideologies is one reason, A person of no note carrying a baton that he/she supports Anna Hazare is another reason. You get so vehement just because a person stood up for a cause? What about the number of people that stand up for you? What about the Border Security Force that protect your asses day in and day out, why didn't you feel the necessity to show your concern to them? What about the several social activists who have been pursuing attention for a social cause, why didn't you ever care to reach out to them?

Don't tell me corruption is the only evil bride that is haunting us! I didn't join this movement because I didn't want to be a MEDIA WHORE just like the others. Media might well be serving as the binocular eyes for my perceptual vision but I have got a brain of my own. I'm sad for everyone who has lost it. One suggestion that I can willingly offer is "Open your eyes without closing your mind". You need someone famous to come up and awaken you that something is wrong in this country? Or is it that you were living in the world of self-denial all these times? You would read thoroughly about a guy who is portrayed as a hero by the newspapers and the Media channels but would never care about a person whose fight for a cause is manifested as just a situation.

What about all the Greenpeace India activists who have been protesting against environmental issues. Their fight, off course, is for your benefit too. Did you ever submit a petition on their behalf? Did you ever donate anything towards their activities? They do not have a Anna or a Bedi but they surely have an equally mightier heart and they fight for an equivalent social cause. What about Janaagraha? Their protest was even more persistent than Anna's movement, why didn't you find a need to charter their protest as well? I'll tell you why, because neither did the issues have a political backing nor did any Newspaper / TV media find it scintillating.

Till date, they have been functional because of the realistic and practical ideologies behind their protest and the support of a few socially responsible people (who didn't need someone else shake you up and unite to fight against corruption) who found these organizations worthwhile. I feel sorry for them as there was no one who stood up for them while they were arrested.

I have nothing against Anna Hazare but why are we showing a tendency to rally behind a person and not a cause? If you are falling prey to this new concept of patriotism, fueled by media, by fancing those "I'm Anna, are you?" events and "I support Anna Hazare" badges on facebook or fasting at home in support of Anna's protest; I call you "Half_brain-Dead". Half because you are still fighting for a cause here.

 If this is a concern that bothered me all the time, legitimacy of the Jan Lok Pal is another issue which I wouldn't want to write about as I'm afraid it might spam my Blog :P.

Jai Hind.